What are you removing from your life? What has come to fruition for you? What's next?
On Time
Do the stuff that scares you today. Take the leaps. Take the chances. open up whenever you can. Tell people how you feel about them every single chance that you get.
Widow Me This
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What I’ve Done Without You
I am somewhat weirdly happy to report that death is indeed forever and I have accepted that.
Will you be my Valentine?
I hate Valentine's Day. I hated it when I was single. I hated it when I was married. I hate it now that I'm single again. I just hate it. What it boils down to is that Valentine's Day doesn't do anything at all for my love languages, or at least the modern iteration of … Continue reading Will you be my Valentine?
Doctor….What?
I know many folks are likely feeling that call of the void right now, whatever that might sound like. I feel like what I’m hearing most from people now is that the fear and uncertainty and pain is culminating into all of us falling back into the old habits that kept us safe and warm when the world was otherwise the scariest place we could be. I’m going to urge you here to fight it and I’m not going to give you some big song and dance about how strong you are and how much courage you have – because screw that.
Remember to Wear Protection….
It's a hard realization to have...that I've basically spent my life protecting myself from feeling the love and comfort or need of others because I'm too scared of getting used to it and wanting those things before they inevitably are gone. It's why I have a hard time being affectionate unless given permission to be fully affectionate. It's why it seems like my desire to have others in my life is an afterthought. It's why I'm always pleasantly surprised and drawn in when I'm basically told what I mean to someone because my brain is constantly telling me that I'm invisible and that that's the best way to be.
Still Waters
You ARE doing better than you think you are. You ARE amazing. You WILL make it. I hope we'll see each other on the other side.
It is a long walk forward.
I'd like to not do that anymore. I'd like to not be afraid of it anymore. And I want to be fully open with the people in my life because I think the ones I have now are more likely to go "Wow, you're weird. I like it" than anything else.
I Stand Accused and Refuse to Bleed
I refuse to bleed on someone who didn't cut me.
To Fail is to Live
We need to talk about it being okay to fail. About how letting go of being perfect is the only way to save yourself. About how life lessons are gained quicker when you suck at something and have to take that in. We need to accept that we're human - finally - we need to accept that we are human.