I stumbled for an answer for what felt like an eternity, desperately glancing back up at myself and then back down at the floor, waving my hands to show frustration and sighing with exasperation before looking back up and with a slight shake of my head saying "Nothing. I don't see anything".
Month: January 2019
Transire Benefaciendo
I didn't have anything to prove to anyone but myself.
Diagnostics
I am feeling a lot better though. I don't know what it is about having an official diagnosis that made it easier to accept what's happening in my mind all the time, but it does. It gave me a goal post. And I'm not going to fight getting the help I need anymore.
I Remember Everything (What I hate most).
Maybe the first step is this, though, too. Another brick in the wall of why I'm me and accepting me for what I am. I hope so. It's what I want to aspire to most...to be a person I can finally be proud of.