So if you see me, and I look like I'm doing okay: don't worry. There's a storm raging inside of me that you can't see and I don't talk about unless I'm really comfortable enough to do so.
All You Knew Was Love
Death is unavoidable, as yours was as too, what brings me solace is in those moments few, the last thing in this life that you knew, Was love.
The Six Month Mark
If nothing else, know this: I am finding me. I am accepting me. I am learning to understand Me. And that will have to be enough for right now.
What No One Tells You
Ah, sacrifice. That's the only way out.
A Christmas Message: Give yourself a Break (vlog).
The Loss of Possibility
The Loss of Possibility represents the loss of the Unknown: The things you never got to build together, the conversations you will never have, the experiences you will never know. And its in that Loss and the knowledge of its magnitude that the true heartache lies.
Closure
Then there are days when I'm not even sure I'm real. I look in the mirror at myself and wonder who the woman is staring back at me because she looks and feels older, sadder, and more broken than I could have ever pictured myself being. It can't be me. Six months ago, I was happy - laughing every day, smiling every day, cooking, cleaning, working, talking, touching, BEING with him in every sense of the word. And now..its like staring into a black pond and knowing you have to reach in but not wanting to know what you'll find.
Give It Time
Does time heal your wounds? No. It simply covers them in scars so that you remember what it is to heal and keep moving.
Goodnight
The whisper of “Goodnight”.