I am somewhat weirdly happy to report that death is indeed forever and I have accepted that.
Tag: healing
Doctor….What?
I know many folks are likely feeling that call of the void right now, whatever that might sound like. I feel like what I’m hearing most from people now is that the fear and uncertainty and pain is culminating into all of us falling back into the old habits that kept us safe and warm when the world was otherwise the scariest place we could be. I’m going to urge you here to fight it and I’m not going to give you some big song and dance about how strong you are and how much courage you have – because screw that.
It is a long walk forward.
I'd like to not do that anymore. I'd like to not be afraid of it anymore. And I want to be fully open with the people in my life because I think the ones I have now are more likely to go "Wow, you're weird. I like it" than anything else.
I Stand Accused and Refuse to Bleed
I refuse to bleed on someone who didn't cut me.
In Return
Love has always been my super power. I give everything I've got. I will crawl through fire, chew through stone, and break everything in me for the people I care about. I don't assume importance and I don't assume permanence. I will stand by that person's side until they decide to retreat or survive in … Continue reading In Return
Manifestation
Onward on this journey..again.....which isn't small or insignificant as I tend to imagine it. I'm tired of doing things on my own. I'm tired of having my back to the wall. I don't want to hurt those around me by making them think that this has anything to do with them. And I want to heal. I deserve that. And I know it.
A Little Piece of Red
I trusted you above all others to never pull the "you're better off and I'm going to help you see that" card because you swore you never would. You did it anyway.
Breaking
You remember that, right?
And So We Meet Again
Keep going. Strive to be happy. I will meet you again at every crossroads and I will remind you of how amazing you are at each turn.
On the Flip Side
I do love myself with all of these little imperfections and moments of uncertainty. It might not always look like it, and sometimes I might forget it, but there is a flip side to every coin. Every rose to every thorn. Every sunrise following a sunset. I am eternally a child of the crossroads and I wouldn't change a damned thing about it ❤